to all my friends who have lost parents, especially at such young ages. i have no idea what you are going through, but you are such strong and amazing people.

to "tomato." remember that nickname we gave you? you were always so nice to me, even though we were little kids at the time. you weren't supposed to die so young. nice people aren't supposed to die so young...

to grandpa... because i was unfair to you... and i still feel at fault today.