Knowing i'll never see one of my best friends again.
The sudden absence of one of my best friends, and the possibility that I could have indirectly caused it (could have).
And the depressions I get when I have a writer's block on pretty much everything on a day where I have the most time to compose.
The battle my mother's foster mother had against cancer and looses. She doesn't respond anymore and just lies in bed. We think she will go soon. It's so sad to see how distructive cancer is T.T
They couldn't help her anymore as it spread everywhere. I wished she went earlier so she would have it better now.
-Hurting the people I love
-Losing a loved one
-Knowing that a relationship is about to end (Doesn't have to be with a S/O)
-Knowing that my student who I help play fighting games just nearly cut off his index finger, so he's unable to play for few weeks, if not a month. (I was being really mean to him prior to this, he was like the annoying kid, but the annoying kid eager to learn. This hurt me badly, and I changed after this. Won't do it again.)
-Knowing that I'll never be good at any one thing due to being a jack of all trades. (This doesn't seem like much, but when I know I'm not improving, or I hit a point in time, I just get bored and drop the subject completely. I've done that with TONS of things in 2011, and I hope to change that.) This saddens me, because I really strive to be extremely good at one thing, not be average or okay at multiple.
Sorry. Couldn't resist. But seriously. The only thing that wrenches my heart and beats it down to a tiny mushy pulp is seeing kids cry or being in a situation that's so friggin terrible.
Having to make decisions I wish I didn't have to make.
Every time Lea Salonga and Michael Ball sing "A Little Fall of Rain" from Les Miserables (my FAVORITE song from the musical, and my FAVORITE version of it)
After a long week at work you think "Thank god it's Friday! Day off tomorrow [I have Sat and Sun this week]!!" then you look at your calender...still got two days of work left...UGH. Hate this job.
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