alli_kat
04-04-2005, 12:46 AM
its like a knife in my heart,
with every word you say it digs deeper,
causing pain i can't controll,
inside im crying wanting someone to hear,
i put on a smile to make everyone happy,
but inside m screaming for someone to see through the wall i've built,
wanting someone to see through my smiling face,
to see that im slowly wasting away,
i search for a purpose,
but i come up with nothing,
i cant live with all this pain,
it refuses to go away,
every second of happyness is followed by sadness,
it seems as if nothing helped but you,
but now your gone im through,
no longer wanting to hide,
slowly fading into eternal darkness,
suffacating, overwelmed with a rush of fear,
looking but not sure what for,
wishing someone would care,
but again no one is there,
not wanting to go on any further,
knowing the end is near,
waiting for that day to come.
with every word you say it digs deeper,
causing pain i can't controll,
inside im crying wanting someone to hear,
i put on a smile to make everyone happy,
but inside m screaming for someone to see through the wall i've built,
wanting someone to see through my smiling face,
to see that im slowly wasting away,
i search for a purpose,
but i come up with nothing,
i cant live with all this pain,
it refuses to go away,
every second of happyness is followed by sadness,
it seems as if nothing helped but you,
but now your gone im through,
no longer wanting to hide,
slowly fading into eternal darkness,
suffacating, overwelmed with a rush of fear,
looking but not sure what for,
wishing someone would care,
but again no one is there,
not wanting to go on any further,
knowing the end is near,
waiting for that day to come.