AmreeTakahara
02-19-2008, 12:25 AM
This song is dedicated to a friend of mine who I think I hurt really badly. I know it doesn't really help but it's all I could think of at the time. Since I feel connected to this song I just started to sing it to make myself feel better and I ended up writting english lyrics for it. I hope the person listens to it, but if they don't what can I do. (Please don't ask me who this person is.) I sang it for them and I hope that it can help in some way because it helped me understand some things.
http://p.f1.mymedia.yam.com/thumb/b/7/1/b71cf89ddde75c146c5c040d7190d5f9-4.jpeg
Lyrics: (I don't think they are clear in some parts)
Butterfly, I spread my wings to fly but they always get tangled in something
I cannot get free I cannot get free; my wings have become broken now.
Someday I wish to find a reason for you to forgive me.
But I don't deserve I don't deserve any kindness from you.
I've realized now what you said to me.
Was your true feelings but I just ignored.
I was just so happy, ready to believe in a fairytale, a fantasy.
You told me to never hide my feelings, but then why won't you,
Show me your true self? I can not just guess. Why is it that I made everything painful?
I want to go back to change it.
I ended up making it worse. Because now you can't trust me anymore.
No matter what you say or do, I'll never get to see that smile that I took away from you.
Anyway it doesn't matter now. I've made to big of a mess to fix it.
I feel so helpless. Really helpless. But now I can't run to you.
Far away that's where I have to go, to help heal my heart and let you live your life.
I can't say how I feel. I can't say how I feel. I want to stay with you but that's wrong.
You'll probably listen to this song and try to,
Decipher it and read between the lines.
Go ahead I can't stop you but please know.
I never lied, not to you.
I jumped way to fast to realize that what I felt might not be good for my heart.
But at the time I didn't care. I thought I really did like you more then a friend could.
I want to cry but I can't. No more tears will fall. This was why I wanted to be careful.
But I was careless and I broke my own heart. I'm the one who took the first step.
I'm screaming at myself for thinking that this would be real. I'm so stupid. Please don't blame yourself.
I did this all on my own. I am the one who fell in love.
What hurts me the most is that I might have hurt you in some way that can't be repaired.
I am so sorry, but what does that mean anymore. I say it too often now.
Song: Lost Butterfly
Original Song: Rurutia
Time: 5:05 (but there's a bunch of silence at the end for some reason)
Link to Original Lyrics (http://www.justsomelyrics.com/65498/Rurutia-Lost-Butterfly-Lyrics)
Download (http://www.megaupload.com/?d=W04MO6NI)/ Listen (http://media.putfile.com/Lost-Butterfly-79) (Don't know why 79 is after that though. I didn't type it in).
I hope this makes you feel better because it helped me ^-^
http://p.f1.mymedia.yam.com/thumb/b/7/1/b71cf89ddde75c146c5c040d7190d5f9-4.jpeg
Lyrics: (I don't think they are clear in some parts)
Butterfly, I spread my wings to fly but they always get tangled in something
I cannot get free I cannot get free; my wings have become broken now.
Someday I wish to find a reason for you to forgive me.
But I don't deserve I don't deserve any kindness from you.
I've realized now what you said to me.
Was your true feelings but I just ignored.
I was just so happy, ready to believe in a fairytale, a fantasy.
You told me to never hide my feelings, but then why won't you,
Show me your true self? I can not just guess. Why is it that I made everything painful?
I want to go back to change it.
I ended up making it worse. Because now you can't trust me anymore.
No matter what you say or do, I'll never get to see that smile that I took away from you.
Anyway it doesn't matter now. I've made to big of a mess to fix it.
I feel so helpless. Really helpless. But now I can't run to you.
Far away that's where I have to go, to help heal my heart and let you live your life.
I can't say how I feel. I can't say how I feel. I want to stay with you but that's wrong.
You'll probably listen to this song and try to,
Decipher it and read between the lines.
Go ahead I can't stop you but please know.
I never lied, not to you.
I jumped way to fast to realize that what I felt might not be good for my heart.
But at the time I didn't care. I thought I really did like you more then a friend could.
I want to cry but I can't. No more tears will fall. This was why I wanted to be careful.
But I was careless and I broke my own heart. I'm the one who took the first step.
I'm screaming at myself for thinking that this would be real. I'm so stupid. Please don't blame yourself.
I did this all on my own. I am the one who fell in love.
What hurts me the most is that I might have hurt you in some way that can't be repaired.
I am so sorry, but what does that mean anymore. I say it too often now.
Song: Lost Butterfly
Original Song: Rurutia
Time: 5:05 (but there's a bunch of silence at the end for some reason)
Link to Original Lyrics (http://www.justsomelyrics.com/65498/Rurutia-Lost-Butterfly-Lyrics)
Download (http://www.megaupload.com/?d=W04MO6NI)/ Listen (http://media.putfile.com/Lost-Butterfly-79) (Don't know why 79 is after that though. I didn't type it in).
I hope this makes you feel better because it helped me ^-^